Well I think I know the only solution. I have to breakup with Hayden. Being a clone and never growing up will make any relationship difficult. My relationship with her will never last. She’ll get older and older and she won’t want someone with my “condition” and I don’t think our relationship would be stable anymore. And I’m also not ready to get married it’s too soon for me. I know she wants to purpose Blizzard made it very obvious which means Hayden cares about me deeply. I have to tell her I’ll never age it’s the whole way to breakup with her that won’t break her heart. I wish I could be with her I just can’t….. I’ll talk to Hayden see what she says but I don’t know if this relationship can truly last.
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Conner’s diary
Oh my gosh okay, okay, okay. Don’t panic. Breathe. I think my girlfriend Hayden wanted to propose to me. Is this why she wanted to meet Clark? I didn’t introduce her to my family since there was some drama going on. Hopefully that’s all taken care. It’s really nice that she wants to meet my family. She’s always caring like that. She’s honestly the best. But…. I don’t know how to feel about this. We’ve never talked about getting married. It’s so sudden. There’s a lot we haven’t discussed. I do care about Hayden I just think it’s too soon. Besides I don’t think I can ever get married. I don’t know if Hayden knows this but being a clone prevents me from physically aging. Hayden is human. I’m not. That creates problems? Also the whole Blizzard thing a part of Hayden who has a different personality. Blizzard would need to also agree to marriage? Well that concludes this entry. Hopefully no one finds and reads this.